Gone with the wind

Bit by bit, tearing to the extent that it's beyond repair.
Alas, the memories aren't good enough to save anything anymore.

LA LA LA

spinning spinning spinning

Note to self: SEND THE RESUME by today

Viral effect

I was rather surprised that Angel would reply my e-mail this fast. Maybe it was just a timing issue. Anyway, my random question about the program lead me to another person in the admissions office. I guess I can disturb this one other person simultaneously until they tell me what I want to know. YAY!

Viva bugging!!! :)

SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! Stop me if you can

Am I so incredibly useless that someone needs to correct my mindset, time and time again? Despite living independently for a couple of years now, that certain someone still never fails to persuade herself that I'm a complete nuisance when she doesn't get things done in her way.

Think of your cousin that's working, you say. You shouldn't talk bad about your cousin, you say. And you know what? All I ever told her was to not give me any stupid excuse (substituted with the s**t word) for not returning me something that's this cousin had promised (not like she completely fulfilled what she promised to do). NOW IF YOU PLEASE, tell me, where, in my sentence have I disrespected this COUSIN of mine. SHE'S YOUR COUSIN, YOU SAY. Sounds like this relative of mine is pretty darn important! OF COURSE. Nothing's more important than family. DON'T GIVE ME THAT SHIT. We all know very well that this only applies to your side of the family.

It is wrong for me to request for something to be returned, to be done within the promised time frame. OH BECAUSE THEY NEED TO WORK. BULL SHIT! But it is ok for the other to pressurized me into helping them out for a favor. It is SOOOOOO logic for me to help with anything that they might need help with. You better finish it for them, they need it for something. WELL YEA, LIKE I'M ASKING FOR SOMETHING THAT I DON'T URGENTLY NEED. I probably learnt my lesson to ask for it well in advance because I know that I won't get it when I urgently need it. WELL, YOU'RE NOT REALLY WORKING ON YOUR FIRST JOB. BULL SHIT! And so what's with her telling me that I should take it more seriously, since this was my first "full time job". OH.. So, it was a real job when I first started, and now it has somewhat lost its authenticity?

Now, tell me if I'm wrong, but I'm sensing MAJOR HYPOCRISY no matter how I look at it.



Please excuse me for my vulgarness.

Bai

p/s: no harm intended for anyone. These are just my ramblings

Booo.... and Yay?

As I looked through the contents in the admissions page for RISD, I (one again) am reminded of how much I want to get in. Not only for the sake of my prospects from earning a degree from there, but also the experiences that I will get. So much so that I wished that they would send me an e-mail now, telling me that I've been accepted... tra la la. So in order for me to loosen up just a little bit, I decided to disturb the admissions person with other questions that I had from way back (I never found the answer before, so I might as well), and somehow manage to (I'm obviously very thick skin at times like this) put the bomb in there, like, when in the world are they telling me that they'll take me in.

On the brighter side of things, I've finally made my move. It was unfortunate that I couldn't talk to the person that I was referred to today. Better luck tomorrow! To be frank, I am looking forward to this opportunity that I have here (MidValley everyday.. wohoo!).

With hope and luck, the remainders of 2009 will proceed as I intended for it to be, if not better.

Signing off

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Been having major headaches for the past few days. I expect more to come (next week), thanks to the fact that there would be a couple of major meetings. Nevertheless, cheers to a successful-one-month of survival :P

Note to self: CALL DAMNIT!

Can't be bothered

Lots of other things to deal with. Besides, I've had enough of it.

Bai

Fading

I have a mix feeling about it. One part of me wants it to completely fade away, while the other is constantly reluctant to let it go. Only time will tell, i guess.

LADIDA..DIDA..DIDA..

OLDER Updates
-got a hair cut (don't think that's going to show, long time ago)
-travelled to a couple of places in Asia
-attended 2 very different weddings
-submitted RISD application (cross fingers)
-got a 3 months contract (unrelated to major)

RECENT Updates
-had a happy "niu" year (its been a while)
-excited much about professor's visit
-stuck in traffic for almost 2 hours (why?!)
-contacts contacts!!!
-plans to visit other parts of Asia LOL
-still crossing fingers (this is going to be a LONG 2 months)

THOUGHTS
-getting an intern (in the process for the remaining 2 months)
-I MUST CONTINUE this year, or my brain might just die off
-I still dislike writing
-connection is golden
-I don't dislike driving as much as I did
-Stress is good for health, keeps me moving ahead
-Should probably write down stuff in here, it brings back memories
-I must paint that basket out there, its so tempting
-One sketch/painting a week?

NEED TO
-Complain less about "petty" things
-Keep that "fire" going
-Go back to my roots, connect... connect...

So much for my first attempt to re-blog

Signing off